sometimes i hate my boyfriend soo much.
or wonder if he still smokes pot after i told him not to because it seems like he forgets everything i ask him or does something stupid today i asked him on aol/aim "what were you doing when you were gone" because he went on brb and he said listening to music which is so rude and he forgot to say that he loves me maybe he likes someone else because he didn't say he'd miss me either and its like hes the younger person in the relation ship doesn't he get i can get anyone so hes pretty lucky he got me i don't even find him attractive and i had to put up with my mind telling me "eww don't go out with him hes ugly" but i felt in my heart he was the one but not anymore because i feel like he doesn't even care about me anymore, and he doesn't get how much i like him and i bet he forgot what i said when i first talked to him and i bet he forgets how i talked to him or what we said to each other and i bet he probbly deletes my emails unlike me i save them i just feel so ignored by him lately. =[[

And hes the only guy out of all the guys i dated who didn't be a jerk to me, but now i do think hes a jerk, from not saying what he should have said.

Sounds like neither of you are happy from what you just described. no use prolonging something that isn't working out if this is the case. Maybe it is time to break up with him?

no i love him with all my heart and if i broke up with him I'm not even sure if i can live with that, sometimes i just wish he could grow up more.

Gotcha, one of *those* situations. I was in a relationship like that and it was emotionally drug out for 3 years or so. Does it feel like you are the only one putting any effort into the situation? Cause that is what it felt like for me. Also, have you tried talking to him flat out about this? Or is this a more recent development?

its recent he just did it today its like hes diffrent today and I've been going out with him for a long time but i don't know what he thinks in his head.

If it is a one day offense perhaps he just has something on his mind.

maybe but when something goes odd i go wack lol xD

XD

You need to pull him aside maybe over coffee or something and just -talk- nothing drastic just tell him how you're feeling and ask him why he's changed recently. Make sure to let him tell you what he has to say without jumping the gun though. it may just be nothing

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